30 days have come and gone since our Dossier was sent to Ethiopia. Because I made a point to let everyone know when we started waiting to be matched with a child, we have people asking us all the time, "Have you heard anything yet?" or "Any news on the adoption?". I'm certain that this is the way that others intend to show their support, and I'm always willing to talk about our adoption process, but it does make the waiting hard sometimes. I realize that we have only been waiting one month, and it is likely that we will be waiting another 60-90 days before we have any news, but it's still hard.
Now I'm spending my time wondering what my reaction will be when we receive the good news. Will I cry? Will I laugh? Will I scream? Will I be calm? Will I feel an immediate connection? Will I be paralyzed with fear? I suppose that time will tell...for now I'll just take it day by day.
Megs
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